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The great debate
I've fallen behind on my tarot stuff, which just shouldn't be surprising somehow. But I keep debating with the journal how in-depth I want to go. I've been stressing out again lately, and it just seem like if I put it all in to words on 'paper' that I might start to make sense out of it. Not to mention that DH and I have had the conversation several times that we ought to get our memoirs written down before we forget what happened to cause us to be so fucked up! So maybe I will start from the beginning, start delving in to why I'm so freaking neurotic and uncomfortable in my own skin. 30 isn't old, why should I be so freaked out about it? I know I have plenty of causes to be a little off-center, how much detail do I want to go into with it, and how many of my current issues to I want to 'blame' on shitty circumstances 10, 15, 20 years ago? AArgh...
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