|Current mood:|| depressed|
|Current music:||northstar - is this thing loaded?|
the safety of routine.
hello....friday night was hella weird and awesome at the same time. the only bad part about it is that i havent slept yet and i dont feel like i could fall asleep. im praying it wont be one of those weird things I went through a few weeks back where I thought my world was collapsing.
i should try and plug my right ear today cause ive been rocking the 12 gauge in my left ear for too long. i just keep forgetting to put it in.
my hair is doing the normal emo flip thing on the sides and in the back, and its getting more and more fascinating with every minute that passes by. I keep playing with the fucking hair and its getting annoying really. that and im chewing on the same piece of gum ive been eating for like 8 hours or so. so gross
so yeah theres a new girl. sorta emoish. very cool though. awesome taste in music. but me thinking things might change is me sitting here with yet another scar. so while im gonna try not to sweat it, i probably will. but what else do you want from me. while driving to some destination last night (i cant remember where we were going), we were talking about if i got a girlfriend i would most likely stop chilling with everyone and stuff. i kinda get mad when people say that cause i wouldnt do that to people i call friends.
i cant believe im up this early on a saturday morning. it feels so weird.