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we should be groupies
so after what happened yesterday with rico/joon/rivermaya im back to square one.
REGRET AH REGRET.
i refuse to even give rico a slight hint of enthusiasm yesterday BECAUSE i like him and i ignore people i like and then have a huge urge to leave the place ASAP. that is my ape-like behaviour for you. why ape? cos they are retarded and wanna act human but arent actually human and so they look even more retarded and moronic eventually. i know i should have gone to zouk but then again, even if i see him there im just gonna walk away and pretend i didnt see him and insist of going somewhere else. see? BACK TO SQUARE ONE. what a bloody cheebye i swear. when i do this kinda thing somebody please take a GLASS (small one will do) of icy cold water and pour it in my face! but its okay, he did turn around (for what i have no idea) and he def saw us so its cool. maybe he really did invite us, maybe he didnt. either way. hes in pattaya now jiggling with amanda ling the bloody bitch so i dont really give a (quick) fuck. and damn it, i still havent found out if its pronounced mah-bu-hay or mah-bu-hai! bloody shit. anyway its all good, at least there's the 'experience' (what experience?!) as tree puts it. and im reading mel's blog (some cj girl i absolutely dislike) and she posted bloody pics of her and her bf AND filled the borders with "to know you is to love you" and "sweet dreams are made of these" AHHHHHHH FUCK OFF i sound totally jealous but seriously, its as sick as it gets. whatever, we're going japan.
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