Alyson (suicidalxdreams) wrote, @ 2003-04-24 16:49:00

Hi
I'm at my dad's work. I have been all day. It was a way to get out of school... you know that take your kid to work day shit. But it works. School makes me depressed so I try my best to avoid it. I'm missing a lot of school tomorrow, too. I'm going to be so behind, but for some reason I don't really give a shit. Because if I did I wouldn't have come here today. But I know I'm going to start worrying when I realize that my grades have dropped. I can't stand to have bad grades... it hurts to see it. Because I feel like I'll have no future if I don't work hard enough. I'll just be some bum who can't get into college or some shit like that. But whatever. I don't think education should be the most important thing in life.. but happiness. And I don't really have that either. So what am I here for?

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