|Current mood:|| bored|
|Current music:||nin - perfect drug|
we almost finished but we didn't. things were going alittle to out of contorl and for some reason it has been since sunday. but he asked yesturday and i said yes so we almost did but it hurt too bad and i made him stop. he stopped which is good, i respect that. he could have been a total asshole and not listened to me and finished, but he didn't. i love him so much and if i do end up doing it, no matter what he's going to be my first i don't care what happens. but yea...