|Current mood:|| cranky|
I don't normally put whole conversations into my journal, but this one is special. She knows me so well. I'm in such a good mood right now.
NO.: hi sugarfunny
Ginger Snapped: why hello
NO.: how are ou
Ginger Snapped: annoyed. how are you?
NO.: i'm ok
NO.: how are yo
Ginger Snapped: i told you. hmm.
NO.: i see
NO.: did you get your card
NO.: from laura
Ginger Snapped: Yeah I did. Today.
NO.: do you like it
NO.: she spent ages writing it in her best handwriting
NO.: and she gave you a FIRST CLASS stamp
Ginger Snapped: It's gorgeous. Very lovely.
NO.: and she's only got one left
NO.: how's your sex life?
Ginger Snapped: it doesn't exist.
NO.: not even with yourself?
Ginger Snapped: nope. Don't feel like it.
Ginger Snapped: Just don't.
NO.: what kind of freak are you?
Ginger Snapped: An attention seeking one apparently.
NO.: damn right
NO.: you big whore of a fat
NO.: awwwww no
Ginger Snapped: hmmm.
NO.: what the hell is up with your profile?
Ginger Snapped: hmmm?
NO.: it's sick
Ginger Snapped: oooooh, really?
Ginger Snapped: really??
NO.: it's really bad
NO.: it's a joke right?
Ginger Snapped: Nooooo. Tis not.
NO.: it is
Ginger Snapped: Tisn't.
NO.: i ha tw
Ginger Snapped: Thank you much.
NO.: what kind of shit are you
Ginger Snapped: La la la :P
NO.: no really
NO.: do you have ANY idea how much of a LOSER you are?
Ginger Snapped: Yes. Very much so I do.
NO.: do you like being a loser and have people thinking?
"oh my god, why can't she just die"
Ginger Snapped: I think it's quite funny.
NO.: you will die young
Ginger Snapped: Good.
NO.: does anyone actually like you?
Ginger Snapped: Don't really know, don't really care.
Ginger Snapped: Why are you suddenly so interested?
NO.: because frankly I feel physically sick
NO.: it absolutely REPULSES me to know someone as low as
NO.: and no, DON'T block me
NO.: SOMEONE needs to tell you everything that's wrong with
NO.: you're just vile
NO.: no one will ever love you
NO.: how could anyone?
NO.: you're so dreadful!
Ginger Snapped: Oh shush. It's quite tiring to hear you
repeat what I know already.
NO.: and it doesn't bother you right?
Ginger Snapped: It bothers me, when I think it it, but not
when you say it.
NO.: do you cut yourself?
Ginger Snapped: No.
NO.: well you should
NO.: it's YOUR KIND OF THING
NO.: do you just "want to be loved" ?
NO.: that's laura's diagnosis
Ginger Snapped: You do know all this is very boring right?
NO.: oh shut up
NO.: stop trying to build some pathetic emotional wall
that's blatantly failing, and i can see it is
Ginger Snapped: Hmmmm...but why does it bother you anyway?
Have you nothing better to do with your time?
NO.: no, I don't
NO.: I focus my time on telling people how shit they are
NO.: and it's a good thing i do too
Ginger Snapped: Has anyone ever told you how shit you are?
NO.: it just bothers me that I have to share this world
with people as disgusting and worthless as you
NO.: you're so naive
NO.: you might just "want to be loved"
NO.: but no one can love you
NO.: you're unloveable
NO.: "oh i'm so depressed...but i'm not going to do
anything about it...because i love attention...and i'm
useless...and no one will ever give me attention
NO.: that's you isn't it
Ginger Snapped: You're an idiot.
NO.: that's what you're life revolves around
NO.: that's your whole existance
NO.: you're depressed yet you won't do anything about it,
because you love the attention
NO.: it's pathetic
NO.: some people actually HAVE problems you know
NO.: REAL ones
NO.: you're just so awful
NO.: you just need to be shot
Ginger Snapped: And you decide this do you? You actually
decide who is 'depressed' and who isn't? I never said I
was. I'm not. I'm 'just a teenager'. I get pissed off
NO.: I do actually
NO.: I have my own opinion
NO.: I've been reading the stuff you say for over a year
NO.: those big long depressive posts on the links boards,
all by yourself
NO.: too full of pride to seek help
NO.: just wanting people to look and feel sorry for you
NO.: well few people did
NO.: only a couple of idiots who couldn't see what was
Ginger Snapped: I don't care if people feel sorry for me.
They shouldn't, because the things I complain about are my
fault. But not everyone is like you.
NO.: and the ones that aren't are naive and shit
NO.: toodle pip sweetness xxx