sazzy (suddenly_sazzy) wrote, @ 2003-08-17 11:58:00

Current mood:

disappointed

how many more days of this?
I sit here constantly contemplating some of the decisions i have made in life. Wondering exactly why I chose the path I chose. Why did I not listen to my inner thoughts and warnings?

I have been married for over 3 years now and I love my husband with all my heart but i wonder exactly how long it will take before this void of HOMESICKNESS will last and if it will ever fade for that matter.

I was told that it passes well its be almost 5 years now and its still holds on some days harder than the rest. I decided to make this direction in life so how come I still question why?

A person can only cry for so long before they cant cry anymore and instead feel that void with anger and resentment and jealousy.

Life is to short for this yet I wake up each day and live with it!

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