Locked in a battle slowly losing ground desperations takes over and....
well it seems to be update time!! well thats all cause im tired.... jk. Well i've been chillen and busy and the same time. understand that concept? it means ive been doing things but doing them casually not in a rush or something like that lol. lets see jesse's still here its all good im surprised he hasnt annoyed me yet i guess its cause were just that cool. he got a job yesterday and im still looking dammit. to bring me down a bit my neighbor and good friend phil is moving sometime this month and thats a total bummer. its felt like hes been here for yrs but he will still come over and chill he said. well ive been going to school and its all going good. still on a happy one lol. been hanging out with deana its all been fun. kinda confused bout somethings with that but im not gonna reveal that to the world. well i guess thats all for this update
looking around fear in his eyes he ponders his choices before he dies. were they right? was he correct? As these questions race though his mind he begins to fret. shaking at his knees as he stands at the gates. awaiting his judgment wonders if his life change came too late 2nd to the next the guy in front damned hears his screams just before he lands. the flames lapping out of the ground he stands in position as he hears this sound..."You led a life of sin and blasphemy you denied god and yet your here. What do you think your judgment will be? Will it be heven of hell where you spend eternity?" the man with confusion riddled on his face nervously replies with a little hast, " This grand decision you leave upon me? What shall i say to allow me in? should i mention my good deeds and how i turned my life around or should i tell it all and risk going under ground?" Just then he realized what the answer should be. He replied with great clarity his choice for the final decision...."I by no means have lead a life of religion or a life of the good i've done my share to make the world worse. I've denied god in my times of need and turned to drugs and hate to numb the pain. I stand before you afraid of my fate I know my decisions were not too late. I found god and cleaned up my life but yet their are better who deserve that light. I stand here before you no longer afraid, I accept my decision to be put in the dark for I am not worthy to walk through that lot." St. Peter looked upon this man standing firmly before him reached for his pen and wrote down his judgment. The ground starts to rumble and the man blacks out... was his answer wrong or correct? you make the call...as for me i'm peter and for me their was no flaw. He would have passed the gates if thats what he asked for god gave us free will to choose our paths. No answer you choose no choice you can make will deny you hevens gates.
-Sinner "At The Gates"