| Current music: | BHC- I am a Cloud |
meh, fuck it!
i beileve i found a "friends" journal but i guess were not friends cause even though i asked to be kept on i was still removed and i guess this explains the supposed accidental removal a month or so ago...what ever though im tired of people shutting me out and feeling good bout it why the fuck cant any one tell me to my fucking face? is it too much fun seeing me try or is it far too easy for u people to jsut forget me, if thats the case why were we even friends?! but guess what! im sick and tired of bout half the people i talk to or called friend im outta that shit depression i was in for so long now i truly dont give a shit all i hear is the same bullshit even after i told alot of u that im not just here to hear ur bout ur crap life u continued or in a few cases just IGNORED me...i should update bout other things as well since im here huh? well melissas mad at me, emilys in trouble, my job still(!) owes me fucking money, im still fixing comps to the best i can, i cant remember if i posted this last time but i lost 20 or so lbs! but meh fuck it! (<---its my new motto!) ill update again eventually....btw check out the sound of boyhitscar and depswa....two kick as fucking bands that rock with more than just "oh pity me so i can sell my soul 'for the band'"
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