|Current mood:|| depressed|
|Current music:||Alkaline Trio- "This Could Be Love"|
Oh sh*t.. I feel like crap. I feel like I keep on going deeper and deeper. My depression IS getting worse. No matter what they say. The medicene is NOT helping. I doubt it will ever help me. I want to just get off of it and handle this on my own.
The only things that make me slightly happy these days are.. Jessica, Jaymes, and music. That's pretty much it. Jessica has been such a great friend to me, even though we haven't known eachother that long. She has been there through everything that I have gone through in these short months that I have known her. And the same thing with Jaymes.
But uuhhh.. my dad is going back on midnight shift. AHHH! That is gonna change everything so much.. and I absolutely HATE change! I want everything to be the same. Like it was when I was happy..