| Current mood: |  contemplative |
| Current music: | Hoobastank "Out Of Control" |
The end is coming....
i can't believe there's only 2 more weeks left of skewl (counting finals)....it doesn't feel like i've been in college for a whole year.....especially for the fact that i'm getting out at the end of april....and i usually go for another month and a half.
things were hard for me first semester, but i've taken back some of the control that is possible for me to have....i feel that first semester was a learning experience for me....i also know that i've been given alot this past year (and it's not material stuff)....i've been given the independence that i believe all teenagers should experience....i've been given the support and encouragement that i need to believe that i can do this....i've been given the love that got me through all of my hard times this year....and i've been given a great person who took the time to listen to me throughout the year....(thanx Em for everything you did...you may not know it...but you really helped me this year)...
everyone says that college will be the best years of your life....yea well...that's what i heard about high skewl....and i know how that went....friends betray you....teachers harp on you....parents over-protect you....and you get hurt by a person you thought loved you....if that's the best years of my life...i think i'll pass on them....
there's so much more that i could write about...but i think that i need to think all of my thoughts out...organize them...and then come back later....and write them down.....for now....i think i need to take some time to relax before i crash for the night.....
CHAO!!!
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