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I figured he would take it as a hint when i didnt call. That was at least 6 months ago. I dont feel bad really. I feel like i told him the truth. Email was easier to do that. Sometimes you can say what you want to say in your heart by writing it...It has a permanent effect. I wouldnt say idotic shit in an email, or tell him what I would say on the phone if we were backlashing at eachother. I usually save my emails where i feel it's a milestone. I delete the rest. And I wouldnt want to look at what i wrote 5 years from now with greater wisdom in my eyes (which happens with most people), and think, what an idiot i was. I wrote the most ridiculous childish thing. Instead I wrote something that if i ever see again, i wont be embarrassed of. It was the truth. I exaggerated when i said 'i was largely at fault'. I said it just to be remembered well. It's important for me to be remembered well. The reason being, that he can not look back and really hate me now. Instead he can either respect me for apologizing for his benefit , (I have nothing to apologize for :)) , or grow up himself, and think about his actions. I learned this when I was with a former girlfriend Lana. After we broke up, I could have easily hated her. But I didn't, and i defended her to friends who bashed her. She was very mature, maybe the most mature girl i ever dated. She was too mature for me at the time, and i was probably 22, while she was 18. I hate mature women, they always get the best of me! lol MMM and i love childish women because they are so cute and its fun to know whats going to happen, rather then them dictating. lol I got on a tangent. I'm going home...work went by fast today. did i mention i had my first $1000 dollar client in my exchange system. if i get like 250 of those a month, which is realistic with paying people for projects oversees, ill be raking in more than 15 grand a month. "Im out makin sweet mula with uncle rico", "your mom goes to college" click on Kip. He is my favorite character of the moment, "peace out". Nobody makes me laugh harder http://www.collegehumor.com/news/2005-01-20.napoleon.php Oh and I never saw unbreakable until recently! Ok underrated, future classic and i now declare it as the best superhero/comic movie of all time! Strong statement I know...But I loved its realism, lack of "bang, pow, zoom" ...What a great movie, ive seen it twice and will watch it again...unbelievable soundtrack too! Post a comment in response: |
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