Life is entirely too confusing sometimes. I know that I often end up with more questions than answers, and perhaps that is just the way of things. I've made a lot of progress with myself in the past few months, even the past few weeks. I, too, am doing my best to push forward, and I still think about the past daily.
I've been listening to an insane amount of music lately, and I realize how I used to take it for granted. I've listened to certain songs for years and never bothered to really hear what they were saying, and then yesterday something told me to pay closer attention, and what I found were messages that offered some solace to my weary mind.
I wish I could say more about my current mental and emotional state, but I have absolutely no idea where to begin. So for now I will simply say that I am hopeful--confused, but hopeful.