I feel I've been very civil and anything but arrogant, but I'm constantly criticized directly or indirectly, and I'm tired of it. I apologize if I have done anything offensive, but I'm terribly confused. I'm confused because you say you'd like to talk, but then you criticize me repeatedly in your journal, or you leave bitter notes. Why on earth would I want to talk to you after that? I have absolutely no ill will torward you, nor will I ever. I do not consider myself above you in any way. I have simply chosen not to talk to you for my own sake. It's not even about you. So forgive me for whatever I continue to do that offends you such that you have to retaliate.