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Xtina (stinabear) wrote,
@ 2003-06-24 02:08:00
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    Current mood: gloomy

    I've been avoiding this update since late last night, but I need to get this all out...

    I am so unbelievably sorry for making you leave. That's the last thing I ever wanted to happened, all I wanted to work things out with you. I'm sick of our fighting, I want us to be friends. I know it hurts you to be around me, and it hurts me to know that. I don't want it to hurt anymore, but I'm no Spider-Man Superman. I wish I could do something, anything to stop the pain you feel. The things you said to me last night keep replaying in my head, about how you wished you could pull me aside…and well you know *Sighs, sniffling quietly.* And the last words you said to me…I still don’t know how to react to that. I just wished I tried to stop you from leaving, but I didn’t. You said you can’t stay, and I guess I should respect that. The last thing I want is to lose you as a friend. We have been through so much and I would hate to see it end here and like this. Like you, all I want to be able to do is smile and laugh with you, go to those clubs spots like we use to, but as friends., but it’s not going to happen if you can’t even look at me without feeling hurt. *Brushes her thumb across her eyes lightly to catch the tears forming in her eyes before they fall.* You can’t always run away from things, that is one of the things I’ve learned in life. Your problems will always follow, only on the rare occasion you will get away from it all…

    I’m so sorry, I just wish you would come back, but as they say…you can’t get everything you wish for…

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