|Current mood:|| sick|
|Current music:||Coldplay - a rush of blood to the head|
come on in, I've got to tell you what a state I'm in...
So I'm home sick and finally have a chance to update this thing. Life, as usual, has been incredibly boring and I really have nothing to write about, but I'm making an attempt anyway.
This was our first week back at school after spring break and it was unbelievably crappy. My dear friend Holly has apparently become a full fledged druggie and now has a new best friend, Rachel Fletcher, who she picks up every morning BEFORE she comes by to get Tiki and I, and as a result we are always late to first period. She is seriously confusing. Some days she's in a good mood and I still want to be her friend and some days I wish I could just leave her out of my life. She acts completely different when certain people are around, and then turns around and asks if we want to go to Eugene with her to look for prom dresses. Hmm. Yeah...a two hour drive in her crappy car that would probably die and leave us stranded on the side of the highway (and with her driving...*shudder*)? No thanks.
Speaking of prom, I decided that I'm not going to go, because it's a crapload of money for really nothing. It's not like I'm going to have a date, so there's really no point. The Mardi gras dance is tonight. I don't know if I'm going to go to that either. I really don't feel good.
I CANNOT WAIT for High School to be over. I know that when I get older I'm gonna look back and probably regret a lot, but you know what, I am soo ready to NOT be a teenager in the midst of 100's of other teenagers anymore. I hate all the drama and politics of it all. My only fear is that the whole world is going to be like this. God. I don't know if I could handle that.
Other than that, life is not bad. Tiki and I got bunkbeds so now she finally has a bed. That's a little weird because now I'm sharing alllll my space with her. Some days that bothers me and sometimes it doesn't. I'm such an introverted person that sometimes I just want to be alone, and that's getting to be a pretty rare occasion. Holly told me the other day that she feels really left out cause Tiki and I are so close. Ha. I don't think that's the only reason she feels that way. She's been annoying the hell out of me lately so I've probably been distancing myself. Ok, how did I get back on Holly?
*sigh* At least I have my online friends. :) Sometimes I swear they are the only thing that keeps me going.