| Current mood: | sad |
| Current music: | emo.......Dashboard |
long night
ok well my friends its going to be a long night for me ....... unless i cry myself to sleep. i hate fealing this way i mean its hard enough being depressed a lot. arg gosh at times i hate what life puts you through i mean right now it seems my parents don't trust me worth shit and idk ahh its hard -so many things to say but i don't know how to say them without either giving something away that i'm not suppose to or hurting someone so just read the song/poem/whatever you want to call it.
nevermind i'm not in the poetic mood....or i'm just to pissed because i'm sad and trying not to cry. it hurts ..... i'm hurt but idk my friend or who i thought was my friend blocked me for some stupid ideotic reason or just for the hell of it and right now i could use the friend b/c that friend was one of the only ones i could express myself to the way i wanted to and not be scarred that that friend would get scarred of me and run far away.
i'm steeming mad and i don't know why it might be because i'm really sad and don't want to cry so its turned into anger ---strange ain't it that fealings will change if you try to suppress one type of fealing. well wow i am sry that i am not in the happyest mood right now but you know no one is perfect no matter how hard they try. anywho i will leave yall now to go relieve stress.
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