| Current mood: |  embarrassed |
Rumpled & Awkward.
I'm contemplating asking out a girl and I'm terrified of rejection, of misunderstanding, and of the possibility that I might not even be interested in her in that way. But she's the person with whom I'd want to find out. So I have no idea...what the fuck I'm doing. I feel like I'm 13 again. I mean, she is bi, but she mostly likes guys, and I've heard rumors that she's interested in me, but they're just rumors.
S. is entirely in support of any sort of expermentation-for-the-sake-of-growth-and-self-discovery, which makes me feel a bit better about the whole thing, but I'm still feeling incredibly timid and awkward. Yeah.
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