things will get better, it's not that i haven't had faith in her, more like i haven't had faith in myself. She is my world i just wish that she would acknowledge me a little more. Want to be next to me, hold me , do things with me... even if it requires missing some television... I hate to be ignored.. i guess it's just hard because i have never been in a relationship wear i am not first priority. I have always had someone so far up myass i couldn't breathe, and now that i found someone that i want that with..... It's not there. I know i have contributed... because....i have been mean sometimes.. it's because i am scared about these headaches and stressed and lonely and i miss her.. the old her. going to watch whitle oleander hoping my headache will not reaccur.. I want to make love to her tonight~
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