|Current music:||mind music--silence|
i walk along fields..with the sun drowning behind me!
events: saw avenged sevenfold..
fun factor: 10 out of 10
mostly got hit in the : face and chest
got some good stuff down with emma 2day!!!
id kill for necrophilia rite now...muhahahahhaah!!!
i woke up jumping in a pool of emptiness...drawn greatly by my lack of self confidence..and my trust of other people!!..people are the downfall of my control on life!!..not even i can control the future for myself...but i control everything around my brain......this crazy feeling for freedom soon closes any door which have been left open by my lack of social effort..mr happyness no longer visits my mind...and mr sadness wont leave!!..this is all greatly overlooked as an etempt to get love...but u do not see........this is how i live my live as a person
they say rats leave a sinking ship.....my rats are long gone!!
women and children first!!!