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Hey everyone. Good news and bad news.
Good news. I lost inches. In school I don't have access to a scale so I measure my inches with a string. Here are my personal sats.
Height: 5"9' Weight: 136 Waist: 27 1/2 Hips: 34 1/2 Bottom of bust: 30 Breat: 36 Arms: 11 1/2 around Thigh 20 1/2
Bad news. Binge today. I guess since I starved myself all weekend I overate. I hate myself for that.
2 Boston Cream donuts 3 hashbrowns 3 scoops vanilla ice cream with 3 tbs sprinkles 15 shrimp diet soda one small cc muffin 4 strips bacon. No 6. half a boritto.
I wanted to throw it up so bad. My stomach hurt sooo bad. I'll never eat again. At least not untill Wed. I'll have to make it up by running. I hate running, and that way I'll pay. My boyfriend is down and he encourages my behavior. I just don't want him to think I am too crazy. I guess it's a good thing I ate. One day is not going to make me gain 5 lbs. Ok I'm lying, but no more junk. I still have 20 lbs to loose.
THE SATITSFACTION OF FOOD NEVER LASTS...... AHHHHHHHHHH
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