| Current mood: |  rushed |
| Current music: | Fountains Of Wayne - Radiation Vibe |
Gasp and argh!
LJ won't load! It just gives me some stupid error message.. argh! Is that the most annoying thing on earth? Yep, kiddos, you got that right. It *is*. I mean, not that I have anything particularly important to do there. I'd probably just waste my time leaving wise-arsed messages to people on communities such as anti_avril.. or devotely read about the lives of people I couldn't care less for. Evil voyeur me.
Yeah. *le sign*
So anyway. When LJ isn't up, my mind revolves around two matters. Actually, around one matter with the second one trying to kick and bite from time to time to remind me of its existence.
1) My story. I'm so infatuated with my story it isn't funny anymore. I think about it all the time. I build up past scenes for the characters, I think of "what if" scenes, I edit and redit and re-redit until there's fume coming out of my ears. When I'm not busy with the story, I'm picking inspirational music for it.. Gah.. I've never had anything like it. Could this be the first story I'd finish?! *gasp* Well, I'd better shut up, I don't wanna jinx it.
2) Finding a job. You know, that constant need to pay the rent that screams somewhere in the back of my mind? I try to ignore that with a "now, when this character was 15..".
Unhealthy? Much.
*whispers*
LJ, work, you dog!
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