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So this is it. The person I care about most. Best friend Boyfriend of seven months. He's leaving in 3 months. Right after the school year is over. He said that he doesn't think that a long distance relationship will work, so he wants to break it off when he moves. I understand his reasoning though. He said that he's had past long distance relationships. Many. None of them ever worked. So that's that I suppose. He'll be leaving two months short of our 1 year anniversary. I'm in pain. The most emotional pain I've ever been in. I just want to wake up from this horrible night mare. Please dear god just let me fucking wake up.
The happiest I've ever been is going to end in 3 months, and for me, it's kind of like being told I only have 3 more months to live...
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