| Current mood: |  tired |
| Current music: | perfecting lonliness // jets to brazil |
I spent all last night looking at old emails that I had recieved from him.
The single journal comment.
The one email he had sent to me which he didn't even know he had sent in the first place.
Pictures of the two of us on my wall.
My newly repaired charm braclet.
And I wonder how he's doing. But I know he's fine so I don't worry about it.
The person I am worried about is eating Thanksgiving dinner over at his sisters house. I still can't get over the fact that I can hurt him without even knowing it. I watch my words now but that's all I can do to help. I'm still wishing that I can do more even though I've been through this time and time again. I already know that there is nothing I can do. *sigh* Ooh well. All I want to do is help but I think I cause more porblems than good.
He told me not to worry but I think I dwell on things too much.
Thanksgiving was good. I guess that's all I have to say about that, but I still really miss Devin.
My mother found out that I'm in love with him.
She said she already knew.
For some reason I thought she'd react differently. Ooh well. I don't mind.
Alright. Time for more pie.
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