JL (spinningcannon) wrote, @ 2008-09-06 00:22:00

Little phoenix


Dear God, I miss my little sister.


I don't know why it hit me so hard today... I've felt like crying since I woke up, practically.
I miss her.
I miss Vickie.
I miss Shaman. I miss Harp. I miss Phoenix.

I miss my sister...


I don't even know what she's doing.
She disappeared for five weeks, when all of a sudden I recognize her art style and personality on another account.
Why?
Sis, why are you hiding?
What are you running from?

It hurts.
It hurts because I feel as if I could have done something to help her... even though she's been doing this since long before she met me.
I just want to help her.

I want to be someone she can run to.
I want to be someone she can trust.
I want to be someone she can rely on.

I want to inspire her.
I want to motivate her.
I want to help her.

Is that too much to ask?



I freaking love that girl.
She's such a sweetheart. Her talent is incredible, she has a great personality, she never fails to make me smile.
And now... she's run away again.

Should I chase her?
Should I watch her from afar?
Should I confront her?
Should I keep silent?

Should I let her know I still care as much as I do?
Or is she running from me, too?



What's a big sister supposed to do
When her little sister goes missing?








Hey, little sister
You've gotta trust me
Soon you'll open up your eyes
And the sun is gonna shine a light you've never seen
There's so much more to love than what you're feeling now
Someday you'll find someone who'll never let you down

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