SPENNY (spenny) wrote, @ 2003-12-16 18:05:00

Current mood:

pessimistic

purple monkey dishwasher


My brother dion just got medal of honar: rissing sun on PS2 for an early christmas presant and i have been playing that ALOT. Ive played for about 12 hours today, and my parents are kinda mad.
I kinda get sucked into playin it cuz its so easy to just get up out of bed, sit down infront of a tv, and just play a mindless game.

i want to start reading tho cuz im afraid my brain has gone. not having a job and not studing has caused me to be a fat lazy slob. more of one anyways.

i have gained alot of weight i am 107kg and most of it is not muscle. thats not good.

IVE DONE NOTHING WITH MY LIFE!!!

i did get a storyboard job but it didnt pay much at all and it was only for one day.

I HAVE THE FEELING NO ONE LIKES ME AND THAT I ANOY PEOPLE.

i can draw stuff but that seems to be all thats going for me at the moment otherwise id have nothing to live for.

I HAVE PIMPLES AND IM 19!!!! PIMPLES ARE FOR KIDS.

i think that im too lazy. but i cant find the motivation to change.

I THINK THAT I HAVE QUIT OUT ON LIFE.



sorry about all this i write something else when im in a better mood. i feel shity

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