|Current mood:|| pessimistic|
purple monkey dishwasher
My brother dion just got medal of honar: rissing sun on PS2 for an early christmas presant and i have been playing that ALOT. Ive played for about 12 hours today, and my parents are kinda mad.
I kinda get sucked into playin it cuz its so easy to just get up out of bed, sit down infront of a tv, and just play a mindless game.
i want to start reading tho cuz im afraid my brain has gone. not having a job and not studing has caused me to be a fat lazy slob. more of one anyways.
i have gained alot of weight i am 107kg and most of it is not muscle. thats not good.
IVE DONE NOTHING WITH MY LIFE!!!
i did get a storyboard job but it didnt pay much at all and it was only for one day.
I HAVE THE FEELING NO ONE LIKES ME AND THAT I ANOY PEOPLE.
i can draw stuff but that seems to be all thats going for me at the moment otherwise id have nothing to live for.
I HAVE PIMPLES AND IM 19!!!! PIMPLES ARE FOR KIDS.
i think that im too lazy. but i cant find the motivation to change.
I THINK THAT I HAVE QUIT OUT ON LIFE.
sorry about all this i write something else when im in a better mood. i feel shity