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u kno how u always have a name just in case some person asks urs and u dont want to give it to them? well i do but im dumb....me and deya went to the fair with my brother and his ppl but that doesnt matter cuz we were alone the whole time so watev...then at the feris wheel this guy that worked there just smiled at me and he goes well ur gorgeous and im like um...thanx? and me and deya just laughed during the ride and then when it was over he opened the door thing for us and hes like wats ur name and i could barely understand him cuz he had like an accent i think he was swedish...but them im like..thinking and smart me says laura...lol.....im bad at that...then he like was blocking my way to leave and im like scuse me and i leave and deya after and then we laugh ...then we went to the roller coaster thing thats just a giant circle and this aussie guy there was all flirty and hes like smiling at me and then hes like enjoy the ride...im like yea sure...and me and deya laugh again and keep walkin and it was sooo wrong cuz theyre like older...then we saw maria at the fair and we ate lots of dippin dots....n fair ppl like me....lol....its sooo wierd....deya teases.....lol....they lie....gorgeous...pfft....hideous....anyways...i missed juan sooo much today...like everything reminded me of him....he has to come back and go with me to the fair and win the play boy bunny shaped pillow for me...seriously...cuz i couldnt win....damn....and i saw ppl eatin the big bird leg things...dont kno wat kind of bird but watev...and i thought of juan and how much he would enjoy eatin it...lol....and the corn.....and the butter.....and the cookin show that the ppl have there...cuz its free food...and good food...potatoes..... and then some of the toys and games reminded me of him.....and there was a fishin clinic for kids and that reminded me of him cuz he likes to fish....and like a domino thing...and he was playin dominos last night....god...i love him.....tommorow im either rentin movies with deya or going to the movies with diane and deya and ppl....need to keep myself busy....god...i get so depressed...especially on rides...cuz even tho i love deya nd shes my best friend (girl) its like....i wish juan was my partner at rides cuz hes mind and yea...its like no single riders and im not single im taken...and i want to be with him..a.nd watever....im just depressed in general....i havent talked to him since like the afternoon...he hasnt called or anything...how wrong....im gonna go call him...laterz...
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