| Current mood: |  depressed |
| Current music: | let me go |
im having trouble....and problems....with everything....im sooo depressed...but its crazy....one minute i act all happy and smiling for ppl and shit....then the next.....im like crazy depressed ready to cry....i cried in school today...and yesterday...and last week...and 3 times the week before....just....ahhh....i just dont kno y tho...this is soooooo frustrating.......strawberry gashes reminds diane of me...awwww...i wonder y...hmph.....im just gettin so sick of myself...now im crying again....im reading dianes blurty and she mentioned brad....direct quote-" talking to katie was good for me, talking about brad was good for me....... you know? i can let him go now...im not so pissed at him as i was... but i still am pissed. somehow, in his death he accomplished what he couldnt while he was alive. his death got laura to go to a psychologist... for all thats helping... but he did it, he did what he wanted to do.
but friday night wasnt good at all" y does life suck???? i just want to die...but i dont want to leave juan...or diane....i feel like the worst person in the world....sometimes i feel like i distance myself from the ones i love...is this tru........if it is and ive hurt u for it im sorry...i just dont want to be hurt anymore....i dont want to be abandoned......or....................................................idk....unloved......
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