| Current mood: | JUST GUESS?! |
| Current music: | no music can make me feel better...... |
FUCK THIS SHIT!!!!!
FUCK THIS KYLE!!! YOU CANT DO THIS TO ME EITHER!!!!! fuck drinking alcohol cant help. all i want to do is cut. I just want to cut and bleed and just die right now....nothing is working....i feel like i cnat breathe and im losing my breathe and it hurts.....why are people such bitches?! i thought i was getting better and after this....i just dont kno wat to do anymore....i want to soooo bad...im not even crying and this is fucking crying material...this is bad....i cant fucking do this again...i dont kno if i'll make it this time...im still trying to cope with brad i wouldnt handle it if kyle did it to me too.....he told me hed try not to.....and if he did hed send me a not....but i hope he doesnt....i really hope he doesnt.....and i just...cant...my head hurts....my chest hurts....my jaw hurts....i cant breathe im just blah but other than that im just numb everything else is numb....and i just want to bleed and feel pain...kno that im still capable of at least that....i feel like im ....i feel like......why is he doing this to me?! now i wont be able to like live peacefully until next time i talk to him.....make sure hes alrighyt....i just have to leave
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