Tessa Thomason (sparklemajik) wrote, @ 2003-02-16 21:47:00

Current mood:	pensive
Current music:	Am I Not Pretty Enough -- ?[can't remember]

Hm....
I deeply wonder about family... What makes it tick, and why is mine the way it is. I do my best to deal, but sometimes... even though I've known the people my whole life, something comes around and jerks the rug out from under my feet. Then I'm back on my butt again... Wondering how it happens, as I am now.

One day I might be able to deal... Jason is a big help. He hugs me and holds me whilst I cry, and somehow it means more to me that he doesn't watch me cry than that he holds me while I cry. I wonder why that is too... So many questions of which I can't figure out the answers.

Guess I'm done for the evening...

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