`nOT yoUr ordINary prinCEss` (sparkie1892) wrote, @ 2006-01-30 12:22:00

dinosaurrrrrrr...rarr..
the meaning behind the dinosaur phrase is pretty amazing. Although it was a silly & random thing that happened at the time, it represents that I was happy for the most part this weekend AND completely myself again [with a few mishaps here and there, but we'll just call them minor details for right now].


With that being said...as of right now, I am happy and close to being myself again. The past few weeks have been extremely hard on me and took a big toll on my physical and mental health, however, it's getting better. Regardless of the events that occurred last night, something clicked and made me realize that this sad attitude is not who I am and it needs to change. So, surprisingly, as I dragged my ass out of bed early this morning I was in a good mood and it has continued through the day so far.


I've realized that I have tried the best that I could, and although my attempts failed, I should move on. Whatever happens, happens. I don't need to get worked up about what is going on every second of every day. Eventually things will work out...& right now, im okay with that and im okay with not knowing/understanding everything that is going on around me.



I'm done being a sulker mcSulkerson and staying in my dorm room all the time. I think its about time that I have a life again....so everyone make plans with me!



On another note....people need to smile more. When I'm in a good mood and just myself, I usually walk around and grin about stupid stuff and smile at people who I make eye contact with. Today was one of those days (even at 7:30 in the morning). Im sure that most people who see me smiling at them think that I'm on drugs and they usually just give me a weird look...but I think that people should really smile more. Its not going to hurt for you to be nice once in a while, I promise. Although, I guess the real reason I want this is so that I get more smiles in return and less "what the fuck" looks.



I bought a cell phone finally. I dont exactly have it with me as of right now, but it should be delievered to me tomorrow. There, now everyone can stop making fun of me and being so damn shocked that I don't own one. I am still not sure why I got it....spontaneous/compulsive shopping I guess.



Thats about everything to update on. Besides the fact that White Cheddar Pringles are amazing. Does anyone know if they are from mexico? Theres a lot of spanish writing on the container and pringles sounds kind of spanish. I realize that no one really cares...so nevermind. BUT! if you know, share with me.

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