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Well Im in wilmington now and have been since around the 10th of june or so. I started my Internship at Costal Communities Marketing Department and I love love loveee it. I havent done much this week except for working on my intern project and property value searches, but its still a lot of fun. One of the girls, Katie, is really cool so its nice having someone fun to be around and talk to. Its good that I can kind of see what goes on around here and ask questions about maketing and such. Im also working with a Public Relations rep. which is good so I can get a feel for that, too. Being here is really making me excited for the upcoming semester and im actually excited about classes (haha i know, weird)...but just getting a small peice of everything is making me excited to do well and learn about it all. what have I turned into? haha. Living with dad and kristy was kind of weird at first since Im not as comfortable around there as I am at moms, but it got a lot better. Also, we have a new assistant, Jeff, staying with us for a little while and thats nice to have another person to talk to. Dad and kristy are actually in florida for this week so Ive been taking care of Tiki and all, so thats fun. I miss home a lot. I call nick, ais, and my mom pretty much everyday and usually more than once a day. Its nice to talk to them so much, it makes it easier. Im going to try to talk my dad into letting Ais come here this coming weekend. I dont really know how that will go over since they wont be here this weekend and all, but lets just cross our fingers on that one! hmm.hmm..what else... My jeep is all ready for me and I should be getting my license towards the end of this month. Ive been practicing driving home from work on my dads truck so its all going well. Its about time.. So anyways..Ive had a lot of time to think this summer and I think that Ive really grown up some since last semester. I know, it sounds weird. Ive realized what is important to me and in my life and what is not. Seperating the two has taught me exactly who/what I need to hold close to me and value. Eliminating the other part is really going to make me an even more less-stressed person. Realizing the things that need to be eliminated from my life to make me a better person are the following things/people in general: **Im really sick of FAKE people. Even if you think you can hide behind some facade..you cant. At least not to everyone. And the people that know you lead a fake life are going to be the ones that leave you. Maybe you can convice some people that your front is the "real" you...but eventually, it wont hold up. **People who hate their life also need to be removed from my atmosphere. If you hate your life, odds are...people hate you (whether they are honest about it or not...some people are more nice than others). Obviously people arent going to just realize this and change for me so I guess its up to me to keep those kinds of people away from me and my life--which I consider very important to me. **Conforming to something that is deemed "trendy" is not cool. I guess I see this most with music. If you like a certain music, thats fine..I dont care...but when it seems like someone is following the trend, its going to annoy me. **and last but not least....I am my own person. I dont follow anyone...and I sure as hell dont like to be followed. Now, im not saying that people want to be me and im not saying that people are following me. But please---some people need to get their own lives, tastes, hobbies, interests, etc. I know ive been a victim of stealing ideas from people if I like a song or I think some fashion thing is cute...but that is not what Im talking about here. okay..well now I can get those thoughts out of my head and be on with my whole task at hand...sorry for the rant. I suppose that is all for now..maybe Ill write more often this summer.♥ Post a comment in response: |
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