|Current mood:|| discontent|
|Current music:||Man of La Mancha|
So I've resigned myself to the fact that our country will be under the control of a complete moron for the next four years. I really can't see how our country could have been so dumb. Oh well. We'll get through it. Obama in 2008 anyone?
I have two intriguiging things I'd like to share with the class.
1.) There is a young man here by the name of Tyler. He's really hot, and I've like him since I got here. He's in my psych class and my dorm, so we've studied together a few times and we talk a lot. Several times he's proven to be quite an ass, but other times he seems really sweet. Most interesting of all, he has a girlfriend, but recently he has been flirting with me like CRAZY. Today he waited for me outside the classroom while I was talking to my professor so he could walk me back. I was like "What's going on buddy?" I know that I shouldn't be attracted to him...but I really am. Bad boy syndrome.
The boy situation here in general is not very good. I think I'm going dateless to Hayride. Plus, if you really want to know what's up, ask me about my upsetting dream some time. That sucked.
2.) I think I have a small complex. I get the feeling that no one in the world likes me. I would get these sudden bursts of feeling like unliked when I hung out with all my friends at home, and it's worse here. I feel like my new friends here only hang out with me because I follow them around. Like whenever they make fun of me for being in theater or my accent or how neurotic I am I feel like they really mean it. And when I go out with Al and her friends I feel like none of them like me either (except Al). I'm scared I'm never really going to make friends here. I think I'm crazy. Unless no one really likes me. I hope that's not the case.
::sigh:: I want to go home.