|Current mood:|| groggy|
|Current music:||Nine Inch Nails "Something I Can Never Have"|
I can see you, but no one else can.
This morning seems to hold a glimmer of promise. Yesterday was Joe's birthday. I spent it with someone else.
We shall see how this day goes. There are so many things that could black out that glimmer, but let's try to stay optimistic for once, shall we?
Once again, Alec saved me from another sleepless night. I am beginning to believe he is my guardian angel. Funny how my family never sees him come in, none of my friends have met him... he just stays hidden. I have never seen him interact with any other living being, aside from my pets and myself. Ever. I've watched oh so closely as he and I made our way up the stairs to his apartment building. No one even acknowledges him. No looks, no hellos, nothing. They just slightly move out of his way as if its an instinct. And that day I went to his apartment and he wasn't there, I asked the neighbor across the hall if she knew if ALec was at work. She looked at me like she had no idea what I was talking about. Then she blinked a shut the door in my face. It's strange.
Shower. So as not to smell like a dirty russian.