| Current mood: |  contemplative |
| Current music: | nada |
friday night
Tonight was fun. Ashley and I saw the movie A lot like Love, with Ashton (!!) hehe. Seeing movies like that always makes me wish that i had my guy like that, who's was always so sweet and funny and cute and perfect... I don't know why, but I still think about Nick and what could've been- if i hadn't just cut things off right away. It just felt so wrong for that one day and i honestly dont know what...I do know that he was like obsessed w/ me and loved all these things about me that I'd never even thought of, and that is what makes me regret not even giving him a fair chance. But then again- its still very awkward and doesn't feel right when we just talk as friends at school, so i dont know. I don't think I have feelings for him....do I?...I am confused as heck right now so i'm dropping it. It's not like me to talk about guys this much like openly either. I usually just keep to myself...I don't know...well I am going to go sleep now, it's been a long day
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