|Current music:||making up a tune on my guitar...|
have u ever tried to stand in my shoes? they'll never be quite as soft as they seem....
today was a good day...
math was unusually unboring...
buttino ---> we had a test on Sex Ed, and im pretty sure that i failed but who cares?
english we starte the exam... pretty dull class....
then jodrey wasnt at skool so we kalled him to come for the friggin drama play or else we would be dead.. but we managed allright.. i think it was way too offensive for the teachers but still... a lot of ppl liked it so its all good... heehee
then we had french and we got a sub so we did NOTHING and i mean nothing... like we couldnt talk at all... but apparently the sub got mad at 2 kids cuz they wer having a staring contest... but they werent making noise.... what a loser... !
then we had history and that was ok so its all good....
so ya, 2morrows the dance, still not surfe if i should go but i think i am anyways so yeah...im really tired these days which dont make any sence cuz ive been TRYING to get sleep but even if i go to bed early, i still wake up more tired than i was to begin with... so yea.... i think im done letting ppl know about my worries... so yeah....
ok so in french when we did nothing (as said above ^), i wrote a poem thingy, and i have no other life that to write it here so here it is:
A Poem To The Depressed
A broken mirror will never be fixed
Just like my cold dead heart
The sorrow and pain is just unbearable
To live in denial
Thinking that I was yours
But now I feel so ambushed
And what was I supposed to do
Left here crying cause I need you
I was stupid, I was blond
And I wished so many-a-time that you would love me back
To slit my throat
Would be pointless now ‘cause I’m already dead
And I’m at the point where there’s no turning back
‘Cause I know you won’t be there
Waiting for me to run into your arms
Its way too late, I already lost my chance
To be with you kissing your blessed lips
I should have known from the beginning that we wouldn’t last
And now I’m gone to a place where many said I’m better off
A place where I can look down at you
And keep a space for you in my lost heart.
ENd... so yeah thats how i basically feel about *lime* but who cares anywaysm to some ppl my life is entertainning so fuk off...