| Current mood: |  crushed |
| Current music: | Sade - couldn't love you more |
*sniff*
Yes, sniff, Amanda broke down and cried like a little girl today. It was about 50 % PMS, and 50% a really mean woman. yeah this job is prime for lame people....and it appears i have met a majority of them. heh i dunno, i don't blame her, she's seven months pregnant, and pregnant women have a tendency to be dicky. she just seemed to hate me as a person, and most of the people who decide to be a little dicky are objecting to the salesperson thing. she just was sick of me, and i was bothering her. I think that's what made me cry. I've never had someone be just irritated with ME before. Sigh....i really cried for like an hour. it was upsetting.
oh...... but this day didn't stop getting better.
i had a pretty good appointment with this guy in Dunedin...it was good times. pleh.
so then i'm heading home, and i decide that i'm really hungry, and there is no food in the apartment, so i go to Walmart to get some spaghetti or something. everything was fine, except for the fact that i thought my head was gonna fall off. so as i was leaving, i notice this guy sitting in his car with the door open. at first i thought nothing of it, but then i saw his face, and his eyes were kinda clamped shut, and his mouth was hanging open, and he for reals wasn't moviing. so i was like...ok, that's weird, but i didn't wanna say anything, because of my previous experiences with people today. so i went to my car and put all my stuff away, which takes me about 5 minutes. i drive past, and the door is still sitting open, and the guy is still sitting there like that.....
so i'm pretty sure he was not living....when i had passed by him. so i'm kinda upset with myself for not saying anything....but i was scared that he actually was dead....and that would scar me for life. then again, i think i'm gonna have the image of him sitting in that car like that for quite some time. i never want to see someone's face look like that again.
so this has been a day to either remember for long periods of time, or forget...i can't decide which. mer...to the max. i will definitely be having a fabulous day tomorrow. dammit....
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