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ATTENTION!!!!!
hello mr. and mrs. INTRUDER. i would like to thank you for breaking into every aspect of my life. i would like you to know i will NEVER forgive you for what you are doing to me. EVER. i hope you understand that. eventhough i know you wont. because you dont undestand anything at all. what is it? parent 's block. hello wake up in there. I hate you . does that help. i really hope you check this out again. so you can know i know you've invaded my life. my thoughts. my everything. and if you werent such fucking insane parents . i might not be like this. but you are. yes. i am blaming this all on you. cuz its true. its all your fault. YOURS. not mine. yours! the more you hold me back. the more i wanna rebel. to piss you off. and the hate increases . more . and more. with everyday. every second im with you. so there you go. is this what you wanted.?!? a lovely little daughter . who HATEs YOUR fucking guts. yea i dont think so. but just in case it is what you wanted. here you go. have fun. i wish you werent phsyco but i dont play any part in that. maybe you should have thought twice about having me. maybe you could have had another kid. a perfect child for you. Perfect. not someone who wants to be themselves and individual. LIKE ME. but someone who will obey your every command. someone you wont have to worry about at all. but please DONT WORRY about ME. because. i DONT CARE. i wish you didnt either. and just so you know since you've taken everything else in my life away. you might as well kick me out. because that would make me EXTREMELY happy. cuz i have someplace to go. where people really do love me and where my friends are. yea i am talking about MY FRIENDS. all the loving people. that UNDERSTAND me and care about me. seriously care. not fake. its real. and i KNOW that. i have a place to go. where i might actually be able to grow up happy. healthy. and most importantly. NOT INSANE! so there ya have it. think about it. let me GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i dont want you to be apart of my life. so please do me a favor. if you love me soo much then. GET OUT OF IT!!
thank you,
~your rebeling, drug - dealing, alcoholic, imperfect, depressed daughter
PS im not depressed. only when i am around you i am sad because seriously WHO WOULDN"T be? you are very insanely SAD parents to be around. and it gets to me. : )
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