you are only who you pretend to be (smile_its_over) wrote, @ 2003-09-08 18:43:00

Going under
I did it. I really did. My 2 and a half months ( I think ) is up. It was great... a sensation. I hadn't felt anything like this in so long it was such a rush. Friends suck. Who needs 'em. They only cause drama. Right now i feel so out of place... like the people who used to care about me dont give a shit but they lie to me to make me feel better. I have really strong feelings for one of my girl friends ( friend thats a girl ) but things are weird between us now so i cant say anything. I really do think i like her.... a lot... But i dont want to tell anyone not even her. But the only person right now that i feel that really cares about me is *Amelia* me and her have been getting really close now-a-days and its great. I feel like all my other friendships are deteriorating. It sucks. You suck. people suck. I suck. Well more then you know atleast...

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