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|Current music:||thursday- this song brought to you by a falling bomb|
I had the most terrible dream....
Okay. So after the whole Steve (fro) thing I think James was kind of pissed off at me. I mean we saw him at kohls and he asked me about it, and I was just like ''James, I was scared. I'm sorry. I didn't mean anything by holding on to him." So he seemed cool with it, but i still had a bad dream.
My dream was we were swimming in this pool, and it was Friday night, and after darkside thursday James went to florida for like an hour. and came back friday night. So I was kidding around and I said ''So James, kiss any hotties in Florida?" and I was kidding, and he's like "yeah I did actually" and I said "what?" and he goes "I wanted to. and she was better looking than you" and I remember crying. And like flipping out. And I went to this room and I was crying and I expected him to come and try and say he was sorry or something, but when he came in he just stared at me. And I hugged him, and I kept saying "how could you do that to me James?" and he was kind of smiling. It was so fucking sick. And we went outside and all these kids I've seen randomly were there, like kids I have seen at shows and stuff, and and there was a microphone, so I decided to tell everyone what an asshole he was, so i grabbed it and he came up on stage with me and started making fun of me, and everyone was laughing. Then James left, and some goth guy was laying on a bed with me out of nowhere. And I had this wallet with pictures of James in them, and I burnt them. I was really psycho in that dream.
There was one sort of funny part in my dream. Ron Ulip was in a pool, and I kept eating and spitting in the pool all this disgusting stuff. hahha
<3333 So physical, then school, then darkside. be home at like 1. bye bye