Firsts
My FIRST hurricane....
I can't believe I lived through a hurricane. When I was living in New York, hurricanes were just a thing of myths that you heard about on TV. Being in one was so completely terrifying. If Ash hadn't shown up.....
Well I don't know what I'd have done. It's funny how much safer you can feel when you're in danger just by being held in someone's arms. It didn't matter that if the cabana had blown over or gotten tossed in to the ocean, I know of course he wouldn't have been able to help me any more than I'd have been able to help myself... but I felt safer all the same.
I'll always remember that night. Not just because of the storm... but moreso because of what happened between us. It was so... amazing. I'm glad we waited so long, because it was more meaningful between us than it would have been before. Not just sex. It meant something. I know it did. I could tell by the way he held me.. and looked in my eyes.
Our first time was special.
He's even called me every night since! We're supposed to go out tonight. I can't wait to see him. I just have a really good feeling about this. Maybe Daddy will even grow to like him after he sees that we're really in love. Love. Does it seem like it's too soon to use that word? I don't think so. I mean... we've been hanging out for like... three months.
And now we've MADE love.... I wouldn't have done that if I didn't love him deep down inside. I'm not like that.
I should start getting ready. He'll be here soon.
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