| Current mood: | excited |
| Current music: | Aphex Twin- Come to Daddy. |
I can't believe it..
Ryan and I are together. It was the most amazing thing. I heard he was in the hospital, so I went to visit him. I took him a teddy bear and some flowers, and we talked for a while. Then he told me to help him escape..so I did, and we ended up running to my apartment a few blocks away. I had been busy with the salon before, so I didn't have time to visit Ryan or Flick..but now that I had Ryan with me, I suggested maybe camping out on the beach.
We took some blankets and pillows and set up a camp site at the beach, and we just..laid around and talked. And then we went skinny dipping. And then we played truth or dare! God, I sound like such a child, but he brings out the best in me. I feel so happy when he's around me..like..everything's perfect.
So we laid together on the sheets and I held him, and finally got up the nerve to kiss me, and he kissed me back. I told him that I could make him so happy, and I promised to keep him safe. He agreed..and told me that he was mine. I couldn't believe it! I'm still so damn happy. I can't wait to see him. I can't wait to tell Flick! I need to go visit her as soon as I can! She probably already knows anyways since Ryan DOES live with her. But yeah, I have to go..run around and scream or something..because things haven't been this perfect in a very long time.
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