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Tabloid Pictures,and I'm still single woo
I feel like such a dork,I ditch school to hang out with Brady at the beach and he pratically almost ran me over again? is it me? or am I that short so people can run me over? I don't know I feel stupid I haven't talked to Dyllan nor do I plan to I guess he found someone new oh well..sucks for me I guess,he was really cute but I have a feeling he likes someone else. Kind of sucks being younger then most of the people in my school which isn't many which is one of the reason's I skipped,I mean Ms. Frost dosen't really notice I'm there? so why go? I told my mom my ankle was hurting really badly and I didn't think I would be able to go to school today,but she made me go anyway and I ended up just going to the beach,and I saw Brady so I dropped my crutches and hobbled on over to him,and we talked and he told me how "he thought I was a reporter." I don't think I want to be a journalist,it takes to much time to sit down and interview a person who dosen't want to be interviewed,besides I'd rather much like to have Britney Spear's job,or um be an MTV VJ before I go as far as to become a journalist. Brady went and grabbed my crutches for me and I felt like such a dummy because I wanted to go and do stuff with him,and I felt akward coming out of my mouth and I guess he felt the same way by how he looked at me,then I just volunteered to go home,I didn't see the point in staying when I felt akward and do you know he lifted me up and carried me to his car he told me he was going to "Kidnap me for the day" how adorable is he? I don't think I mind the kidnapping one bit. We talked for a while about the types of foods I eat,I'm a big pig with a high metabolism so I don't really gain wait since I have so much energy to burn. I got this weird feeling that he's attracted to me well at least I hope he is? I wouldn't mind it at all..but he said we were "friends" and that was enough informtation to know that he just thinks of me as a sixteen year old girl that he wants to be friends with,that kind of hurts my feelings not Kind of ALOT! I like him as more then a friend. I didn't know we were getting followed by the paparazzi I didn't even bother looking,but he pulled into the Aloha burger and literally laid ontop of me,and he told me he slipped,okay I could have died right there and would have been so happy..I know I sound like a ditzy boy crazy girl but MY GOD! he was LAYING ON ME!!!
but I guess that makes it easier to explain to my parents why I was out with a boy Man when I was suppose to be inside the house laying down. what should I say??
I told him he could always call me his cousin or something but then he got a little harsh and told me I wasn't a friends sister,or his cousin and got into the car,and I just asked him to take me home,I don't know one minute he's happy next miute he's weird around me I don't think I'm catching his signals right.. Maybe he does like me? or maybe he dosen't?
xoxoxLexy
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