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Let's call it temporary insanity
"Maybe we can try again later"
...that's what Jeremy had the nerve to say to me after he told me he was leaving. And that he didn't know for how long. The fact that he quit his job and gave up the lease on his place was a fairly good indicator that it'd be a while.
Here I thought having his friend Jomo around would be good for him. Cheer him up a little. No. Instead the bum talks him in to picking up again and leaving Molokai so the two of them could go to Australia and catch up with some surf buddies they'd known in Tahiti.
I thought for sure Jeremy would say no when the guy brought it up right in front of me when we rented videos last week and were watching them on their couch.
Instead he said, and I quote... "when are we leaving."
Great. I should have seen this coming. The first time in my life that I actually make an attempt at being serious with someone, and he runs off to another country with another guy.
So there goes that. He's already gone. I got a post card yesterday with his new address. He wants me to write him. I'm not so sure I feel up to it. I was wary enough about having a relationship with one person when he WAS here on the island. Now that he's half way around the world, it's hardly tempting.
Despite the fact that I was really really starting to have some intense feelings for him.
If nothing else this reaffirmed the fact that I don't want a serious relationship at this point in my life.
Aloha Jeremy... it was fun.
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