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SlayerRaider (slayerraider) wrote,
@ 2004-12-02 18:02:00
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    All of Me
    He wants it.

    But doesn't know how he feels.

    Shawn...

    He told him to stop today.

    A step closer?

    I wish I knew....




    My heart is breaking
    Unto tear stained pillows
    But why it's there
    I cannot say
    I know it's wrong
    There's nothing wrong
    That we must take our time
    And wait
    But impatience reigns
    With fucked up games
    That we play with
    Our own heads
    If we could stop
    Take it in
    Forget the past
    Unjade ourselves
    Uncomplicate it all
    Then maybe for once
    We could be...
    ...happy.

    But instead
    We metaphorically
    Kill ourselves.





    Do you know what it's like to lay in bed at night, and while crying yourself to sleep, pray to a god you gave up on years ago and beg him to just kill you if he refuses to help? I wish I could rekindle my faith... and I dont like to place blame... but where is he in my life through all the pain? Why does the pain turn to sorrow?

    I suppose I'll never know.


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