Wow it's been so long. I know that no one checks this and on the off chance that someone does... hey! You probably traveled here out of curiousity to see if anyone is still posting. To catch you up, live journal was down for maintenence and I needed to vent, so I came here. I couldnt find the "Update" button b/c I'm so accustomed to LJ. But good ol' blurty.
I had a fight with Paul tonight... very tiny... but I let a side of me show that I haven't shown since I've been here. I wanted that side of me to die... I hoped it had died... because it only lived at home... but I now realize that I live here and that part of me wont die. I still fight with people here the way I would at home. Perhaps I shouldnt have left home... nothing changed it's just a new enviornment.
So maybe I was better suited at home.
I think when I come home at Christmas... it'll be for more than 2 weeks.