|Current mood:|| depressed|
I went to Olive Garden yesterday, omg was it ever so good, now I know why people like food so much. I didn't even care that I ate almost all of my spaghetti and meatballs! Anyway like I stated in my last entry I have been feeling REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEALLY depressed lately and for pretty much no reason at all. I mean I know like 25% of the reason backing it, but even that percentage is kinda unclear to me. I don't know why or what it is, but it's just there and I HATE the feeling. It's like a great emptiness inside of me. Like I feel hollow inside and this persisting sadness just like running through my veins and like in my forehead. Ahhh it's so confusing. I mean I know I felt like this a year ago or so when I was initially diagnosed with depression, but I figured the feelings would go away for a while with me being on anti-depressants and all. And well, it actually did go away, that is until now, now I fell the empiness again, and it's been so for almost a week, since last tuesday, and I just pray to god it's something to do with like my period or something, and it will only last a while, I just hope, cause I don't know how much longer of this I can handle.