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confounded
hi bloggie, i'm back again. with another problem, of course.
geez, when one clears up, another one surfaces. one of a totally different nature though. the previous one marks an end to something, while this new one marks what might be the beginning of something. this person is like, different. i don't know how to explain it. but there's a draw to him that baffles even myself. this line from Snow Patrol's Signal Fire sums it all up: "the perfect words never crossed my mind. cos there was nothing in there but you." i think i pretty much spoiled the first impression today.
geez, i sound like all the other whiny guys out there who can't think of what the next step to their problem is. or at least are unwilling to admit that it exists. i feel so. silly. afraid. perturbed. perturbed that i'm feeling silly, afraid and perturbed. when i'm left to my own devices. when i'm alone thinking. the feeling really sucks. i'm not usually like this. somehow this person has managed to break me down in a couple of hours, not even saying much at all. this is crazy la. seriously. stupid.
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