| Current mood: |  disappointed |
i don't know why it is that when i think of them, i feel so sad. we were once so close, but somehow it all crumbled before my eyes. i no longer feel like they care anymore. i no longer feel like they want me around anymore. it all happened amidst our busy schedules, and while we were always quick to complain about how school was taking away so much from us, nobody else made the effort to keep it together. nobody else but me. it's damn saddening. i don't know what i did to make them feel this way towards me. i don't think i deserve to be feeling this way. but somehow it happened to be my fate. i'll miss you guys. call me when you feel like it. if you ever do.
all those i miss you emails/smses. those were empty talk, weren't they? just stuff to fill in the gaps so it wouldn't seem like you didn't give a damn when actually you really really didn't?
i feel like char.
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