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I'm forced to cry myself to sleep again
My nights are starting to follow a trend
First I begin with my thoughts of you
Then the memorty of how I ended up getting screwed
The things you said- how they'll never come true
And this broken heart- broken by you
When I finally drift off, I see you in my dreams
But when I wake up things aren't what they seemed
I see all the things that remind me of when we were together
You words remain in my head- "Don't worry, we'll be like this forever"
But our love, our relationship, has become very weathered
You lied to me when you said you wanted to stay together
I lay outside and stare at the stars
And I remember how you promised me you'd take me that far
But suddenly there was a huge stop sign
And you no longer wanted to cross the line
Things weren't good, everything was no longer fine
I never saw this coming, you never gave me a sign
So now I sit here and complain night after night
It's not doing any good...but I wish that it might
You used to be...strong words now fade away
I wish you'd look at me and want to stay
There's only one more thing I want to say
I just want this horrible pain to go away
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Welcome, come in
Abuse me again
Throw my heart in the fire
Put the gun to my head
But before you pull the trigger
Please, just hear me out
You don't understand the things in my head
You don't know what it's really about.
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I can't seem to ever
Get you out of my head
I'm so distant in yours
I bet you wish I was dead
Why don't I make this easier on you
I'll cut my throat
Open my veins
And let the blood flow
I'll put some away
And save it for you
That way you'll always have a part of me
But never again will I bother you
Would you cry at my funeral?
And would you think you made a mistake?
Would you not care at all,
Or would your heart break?
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